About Me...

So, I feel artsy tonight (by the way, isn't artsy the coolest word ever?), so I figured that I would start writing in this blog.
About me... well, where to start?

Before I jump in,(and try to make myself sound WAY smarter than I really am), I want to get one thing straight. I'm a complete nutcase. I can go around while setting the table, acting like I'm getting stabbed with the handful of forks. And believe me, I do the sound effects and everything. ;)
My sister calls me bizarre practically every day.
My own Mom has said she feels sorry for my (possible future) kids, because even if they're half as crazy as I am, then, well, there's practically no chance for them to have a normal childhood. Therefore, I'll have to marry some stick in the mud, because otherwise, I'd probably go off my rocker by the time I am 40. I've already diagnosed myself with permanant brain damage.

I honestly can't figure myself out. All my interests and quirky little things about me are polar opposites.
It's hard trying to balance myself out. It's almost like I'm two people, and I just keep getting closer and closer to just exploding.
Actually, there are days where I seem to be a lot crazier than usual, today being one of them. Like, random things would pop into my head, like "I shall diminish, and go into the closet, and remain Lydia" (when I was looking for outfits for the little girls). Maybe that's me "exploding"? Who knows? XD

(Now on the the part of me that is somewhat intelligent)
I love reading classic books, books that win Nobels, books that are about Norweigian girls falling in love with Italian artists, and then they tragically die. ( please take into mind that this is amazing literature! ;) )
Then I also feel like reading the latest "girly" book, the one about the city girl (who happens to be in the fashion biz), that falls in love with her next door neighbor, who happens to be a detective.

I love clothes and glitzy glam things like that, but I also hate them because of the commericalism/ advertising/ shallowness of it all. After all, who needs leopard spotted Guchi purses anyways?

I want to be a hobo. Travel the world, take my banjo (I'd have to learn to play it first though =)) , see everywhere, leave behind all the things in the world that annoy me, and just be free. I think that would be the most amazing adventure ever, but I know I couldn't leave behind my family/ friends, iPod, and I probably wouldn't even be able to leave stinking facebook. It's just a silly dream I have.. I'll just travel the world the touristy way... someday.

I love things that make me think- like that quote in Winter's Tale. It had something to do with turning off the tv, and going outside, reading a book, just doing things that do make you think, instead of frying brain cells. Of course it was worded differently.

I try to think intelligently, I see the logical side in everything, I can keep a clear mind in emergency situations, but at the same time, I'm the ditziest blonde you'll ever meet.

Oh yeah, I'm very sarcastic. I can completely trick my sister into believing everything I say, even when I think that my sarcasm is perfectly obvious. haha...

Really, the only thing that isn't completely whack about me, is my music. It's all pretty much the same style- rock, alternative, indie, oldies/hippie music, etc.
<3 music!!! :)

I love research, especially when I'm trying to study something Biblical. I like cross referencing things, coming up with my opinion and writing it all down. I also like just taking one topic and letting it "simmer", praying about it, and trying to make sure I have gotten it right.
It seems to help me out, and it helps me believe in God and have more faith in Him.

I am an average Christian girl, who believes she was chosen before time began to serve and love Him, and who is trying to learn more about her Lord and Savior, and is seeking to love Him more, and honor Him in all that I do.

I hope that this is pretty true to who I am. I'd hate to sound hypocritical, or anything. I don't like giving people the wrong idea of me.

Just know that I am extremely crazy, somewhat lazy (hey, it rhymes!!), love researching things and coming up with original ideas, artsy when I want to be, love music/books, wish I wasn't addicted to the computer (>.<) , and VERY sarcastic. I can't really see it showing through on this post, but believe me, it will be on the following posts.

I'd love to get some review type things up in here, maybe books/music/tv shows (to which I am somewhat addicted... heh), those types of things.

Well, I hope I can get people to read this thing!

Peace, Love and Truth.

James 3:13.

-Lydia :)